Seeing people with their other half is sometimes making me jealous.
How they could spend their time, fall deep into a love pool & never want to go back to the surface, ignoring things, have shoulder to cry on.
I wish I were in that position...
Last year, God has a plan for me that could change my life until the day I wrote this post & I'm still counting on it.
I met with this guy. A guy that I've never thought that would be my boy. But I couldn't believe that when we have this relationship,
I realized about one thing that...
he is the guy that I always ask for in my pray.
I'm not asking about his name or his appearance.
But I asked for what's inside him.
I like the way he treats me.
The way he look at me and smile even I know maybe I'm not the prettiest girl that he ever met.
The way he hug me and give me a soft back rub to calm me down.
The way he hold my hands in front of everyone.
When I stare at him & he doesn't know about it.
Laughed at his jokes & he wasn't get annoyed by it, even laugh harder than I did.
This things are getting crazy you know. Even the small & unimportant thing can make me love him more.
More, more and more. Day by day.
Been in a relationship is great. Beyond great.
PS: Boy, if you read this, you should know that there's nothing you have to worry about between us. We can make it. Thank you for always being there for me.
I miss you.
