but yet, you still want to fight for it.
It's hard, when you know that you only can fight the war by yourself.
Broken down,
No one can help,
No one can understand how it feels,
Except you.
You are your own hero.
But,
just because you have one reason to be happy & to fight for, they seem nothing.
For me,
You are the reason why.
Why I can be much stronger & more patient.
Why I can put a big smile on my face.
Why I can be a better person each day.
Why I can stand still until today, even life is cruel.
After what we've been through, you know, He's testing me.
No one can help me.
Cause this is my battlefield.
I am my own hero.
But still..
without Him, I'm nothing.
Without Him, I can't beat the enemies I face.
I can't beat those evils that hurt my heart & mind.
And without you, I'll never know how much my ability to fight for all of this.
The ups & downs.
I'm very grateful for you.
I'm very grateful that He has given you for me.
I'm very grateful for all the things you've done to me.
From the smallest one till the most powerful one.
You give me strength.
You know, I miss you.
And that's the thing I hate the most.
The inability to meet with each other.
And all you can do is saying those words.
And doing nothing, except holding on that feeling.
